Kindness Journey – Day 181 – Flashbacks

Every so often, I find myself questioning which reality I’m really in. I can’t explain it any better than that. I will suddenly feel like I’m back in the hospital, even if in my own eyesight, I see that I am not in the hospital. Sometimes the flashback lingers for nearly a minute before fading away.

I’ve tried to see what triggers these flashbacks with no success. I am worried when these events happen because I can’t control them. The fear and anxiety are real. I know that my health is slowly fading, and that my mental faculties might be degrading as well. These are not comforting thoughts to have.

I suppose that as long as I’m concerned that I might be crazy, that I’m probably not going crazy. I hope that the flashbacks will stop eventually.