I woke up this morning with the strangest sense of calm. I had to relish the feeling before I finally realized that I didn’t feel like shit as I woke up. I hesitated to get out of bed, content with Hal The Cat laying beside me and purring away happily. After a few minutes, I swung my legs over the edge of the bed and touched the floor. So far, no nausea. I went to the bathroom and measured my BG and found that it had dropped back to normal range after being way too high over the last few days, no matter what I did to try and control it.
I finally realized that this strange sensation I was experiencing was me actually feeling normal again after five days of the crud. I started work here at home, still unsure of things, but determined to make today a good day if at all possible.
By definition, today will be a great day because it is Hal’s (person) birthday! I want to take him out after work for dinner and to give him his gift (an acupuncture session) and then spend the rest of the evening home together. Hal is the most important person in the world to me and on his birthday, I never want him to doubt it.
As far as myself, any time that I don’t feel like shit is welcome. I hope that the crud is gone for good, but as long as I can feel good for Hal today, I will be happy.