This time of the year, everything feels like it is nearing the end, not necessarily the completion, just the end. All the efforts I have focused on throughout 2018 have either succeeded or failed, there is almost no chance of the results changing between now and the end of the year. More than anything else, I feel like I am just going through the motions right now with no discernable difference being made.
Attempts to better myself have met with mixed success. Regardless, I feel that I am a better person than I was at the start of 2018. Perhaps time will create a sense of real accomplishment, but right now it doesn’t generate much satisfaction. Not that I did anything specifically for recognition, but it does help to be acknowledged.
Right now, things just seem to be repetitive with the end slowly emerging in the distance. Until then the repetition seems like Another Brick In The Wall.